Jolly Holiday, Jolly Holiday

Here are a few hilights of our holiday festivities this year:

The girls had the cutest little preschool Christmas program!!  Here they are wearing their reindeer "crowns".  It was pretty much the most adorable program in the history of he world, if you want my honest opinion.

Poor Daddy - the man can't sit down without being smothered by our girls :)

Christmas is absolutely amazing when you have kids.  Amazing!!

Santa did a wonderful job of getting the girls what they wanted this year.  Lucky for Santa, my girls are easy to please, and didn't want anything crazy expensive this year.

Lalaloopsy everything and some princess figurines and they were ecstatic.
Santa also left a note about sharing.....I'm not sure my girls heard a single word, but A for effort, big guy!

The closest thing to a good old fashioned "here we are in our Christmas outfits sitting in front of the tree like perfect little angels" picture just before church.

How I got lucky enough to have such beautiful girls, I will never know. 

Bryan loves to wrap presents in a way that makes it impossible to NOT guess what's inside.  This is a Lalaloopsy lunchbox-type thing that we gave the girls to carry their mini dolls in.  It was obviously guessed instantly.

What they didn't get from Santa or Mom & Dad, they got from the rest of the family.  Lalaloopsy silly hair dolls {seeing theme here?}, Monster High dolls {thanks again, Shara, for finding 2 that aren't dressed as street walkers}, and Strawberry Shortcake dolls whose hair changes with cold.  They kind of live in my freezer now.  It's OK, it makes the freezer smell yummy.

I found this chair on KSL a few weeks ago and fell in love.  My Christmas present is getting it painted and reupholstered.

I'M SO EXCITED!!!

Mya has the best morning hair!

Jane learned to crawl during tithing settlement in the Bishop's office.

And then a week later, we found her in her crib standing up.

She is so unlike my other 2 kids - she is constantly wanting to move onto the next thing.

Last night she was holding onto a toy, then would grab my hand, stand up all the way, and then try and let go of me.

This kid is nuts!!

Love this picture :)

Shopping is hard work for babies.

And there is Christmas of 2011!

The Name Tag

A few days after my brother passed away, we got his stuff.

And with his stuff, was his name tag.

The one he was wearing when he passed away.

As soon as I saw it, I grabbed it.

It's ovbiously been worn, you can tell it wasn't new.

I kept running my fingers over the indented letters on the front.

I turned it over, and found these stickers.

I asked his mission president's wife about the stickers, and she told me he used them to help teach kids about the Gospel.

I informed my siblings and my parents that I would really like to have it. 

I don't care if I have anything else of Trevor's, I want this name tag.

I wore it the day of the viewing, and again at the funeral, clipped to the bottom of my sweater.

Now it sits on my kitchen counter, on top of a pile of pictures and CD's.

I can see it when I'm cooking dinner, and doing the dishes.

I still pick it up from time to time and run my fingers over the indented letters on the front.

I think about how many times he must have picked it up, and clipped it on his short sleeved, button down, white shirt pocket, and left his apartment to go preach the Gospel he loved so much.

And I turn it over and run my fingers over the worn stickers on the back.

This name tag makes me smile.

Zoo Lights

I love a good Groupon.
So I felt I snagged a great one for half off our little family to go to the zoo for Zoo Lights.
The only stipulation was we had to go between Dec 3-7.
We figured the best night to go would be Tuesday night - we'd miss the weekend and family night crowds.
Well, there was definitely no crowd.
Because it was FREEZING!!!!
We bundled up everybody pretty well, but we all still froze our little tootsies off.
But the kids loved it - the light displays are so much fun, and they still got to go on a carousel ride {their favorite part of the zoo}.  They didn't even whine about being cold {I can't say the same thing for me and Bryan}.  Jane was a little bitty trooper and didn't make a peep until the last few minutes.  She just stared in awe at the lights, all bundled up in her onesie, leggings, jeans, boots, sweater, coat hood, beanie and super thick blanket.
The tigers were all wrestling and playing as a little family.  It was super cool.
But I do have to say, knowing you are at the zoo and it's dark and you can only see certain things is a bit creepy.
Sorry, I have no actual pictures of us there {the one at the top I yoinked from the Deseret News} because I forgot my camera, and the thought of taking my gloves off to take a picture with my phone made me want to cry like a little baby.
BTW, I wasn't aware that the iPhone touch screen only works with bare fingers.  Must be a body heat thing.  I learned something new yesterday!
We will definitely be going back next year.......hopefully on a warmer night :)
Christmas time is just getting more and more fun the older my girls get!!

Ripping the Bandaid

I've had a bunch of things to post, but I'm having a really hard time doing it.  It's amazing how moving on with life after a tragedy like this makes you feel guilty.

I feel like I'm betraying the memory of my brother by thinking about other things, by not crying every day, by getting on with the day to day.

In the days after the accident, I couldn't fathom doing the day to day.  Make my kids lunch?  What?  Do laundry?  How?

But I know that moving on and living life is the only way to truly heal.

Every time I have to integrate myself back into a normal life situation {going into the office for a meeting for the first time, first day back at church}, Bryan and I look at eachother and say "rip the bandaid".  Because it's hard.  You know people are going to talk to you, to ask how you're doing, and it brings all of those feelings and memories of the last few weeks back up to the surface.  Ward members aren't going to still be giving me tearful hugs every single week for the rest of my life - most likely just the first time they see me.  So if we just get it over with, rip the bandaid, the next time I see them things can be somewhat normal.

And I know that people care about us and love us and just want us to know that they are thinking of us and are here for support.

So I'm ripping off the blog bandaid now.  I won't see Trevor's picture at the top when I open this anymore, and that's OK.  It doesn't mean I don't love him and miss him.

Grief does weird things to a person.

So here we go - here's to healing!

How about these 2, huh?  Decorating their Christmas tree was so much fun this year!  We turned up Christmas music way too loud and danced around.  Giving the girls their own tree was the best - they don't have any glass ornaments, so it's totally fine that they move them around at least 3 times a day.  And it keeps them away from my tree in the living room :)

They are both so excited for Christmas, and it's so much fun!  Everyone should have a 5 year old at Christmas time.  Lauren is a riot and every day she talks about Santa and what she wants.  Yesterday we went to Aunt Shara's to drop something off, and she showed Lo her present under the tree.  Lo took it shook it and didn't really say anything.  But in the car after we left, she told me she thinks it's a doll and a puzzle {she's totally right}.  She really hopes it's a Monster High doll, and if she gets one from Santa and from Shara, then she can give one to Mya.  This kid has such a big heart!

Miss Jane is now 6 months.  What???  Yep, that's right.

She is almost crawling, and can already get where she wants to go by doing "the worm".  She gets up on her hands and knees {or feet - see this beautiful downward dog?} and then flops down on her tummy while pitching forward.  Then kind of pulls herself forward again while on her tummy, then back up to do it over and over again.  Sometimes she face plants pretty hard, but it doesn't bother her.

For a long time, she would only push herself backwards, and then get super angry because she was moving away from whatever she was playing with.

So now we know 2 yoga positions - let's not forget her perfect plank position from a couple months ago :)

I can't believe how fast 6 months have gone by with my little Ginger Baby.

She is such a big girl - doing everything so much quicker than my other 2.  She just wants to be able to keep up with her sisters.

At her 6 month appointment, she was not quite 15 lbs - still 25% for weight and 95% for height.

The doc says her metabolism must be pretty insane, because she eats A TON!  At night before bed, she will eat 2 big containers of baby food {with rice cereal in them}, and then drink a 4 oz bottle {more cereal in it}.  She wakes up around 2:00 and downs a 6 oz bottle, then back to bed until about 8:00.

I asked her doc about cutting out this middle of the night feeding, and he said she obviously needs it, given her stats.  I'm just used to my babies sleeping all through the night.  But neither of my other babies were this skinny or tall, so if the kid is hungry, I will gladly feed her.  She needs the food!

She LOVES her sisters!  She is so used to one of them being in her face and thinks they are the greatest things in the world.  If she's fussy and I'm trying to get stuff done, one of the girls {or both} will just go talk and play with her and Jane just eats it up.

She has just about the biggest smile ever, and the happier she is, the bigger it gets.  A smile is just opening her mouth as big and wide as it can get - it melts my heart!

She is starting to babble, and there's a constant stream of "babababa, dadadada" coming out of her cute little mouth.

She loves eating EVERYTHING!  Everything, except peaches and apricots {what the.....she doesn't know what she's missing}.  She would choose veggies over fruit any day, and is the only child of mine to like peas and green beans.

She will still occasionally snuggle.  I might have to work really hard for it, but about twice a week we make it work, and it makes me so happy.



Jane is an absolute joy to have in our family, and I just want to eat her up.  Sometimes I sit and think "do I seriously have 3 kids?"  When did I grow up enough to have 3 KIDS???

Sometimes I cry when I look at her, because she will never meet her Uncle Trevor in this life, and he sure would've loved her.

The last conversation I had with him on the phone on Mother's Day was about how he & Scott needed to say a Missionary Prayer to get this baby out.  Because of course missionary's prayers count more than mine :)

 

I am so blessed.

And my kids are so blessed to have such a wonderful angel watching over them.

Trevor

**Just to warn you, this post is very long.

As most of you know, my little brother, Trevor, was hit by a car and killed riding his bike while on an LDS mission in Texas.  He was supposed to come home a week prior to that, but chose to extend and stay for a special project until November 23rd, the day before Thanksgiving.
I've been trying to decide how to do this.  How to talk about what has happened over the last week.  Part of me doesn't want to write this down, but I know that years down the road, I'm going to want to see this.  And I might as well do this while it's fresh in my memory.  Also, to be quite honest, it's hard re-living this over and over again.  So for any of you who may have some questions, here are some answers.
Let's start at the beginning.
Tuesday, November 8, 2011:
I was chit chatting a bit late after a ward Relief Society dinner {as usual}.  9:33 pm I received a call from my Mom & Dad's house, which I ignored.  I figured I'd call her back in a few minutes after I left the church.  9:37 Bryan called, which I also ignored.  I thought he just wanted to know when I'd be home.  Immediately after he called, he sent a text that said "Call me!!"  I immediately knew something was wrong.  I called him, and he told me my mom had just called.  Something was wrong, but she wouldn't tell him. I needed to call home right away.
I left the church, dialing my parents' number, it just rang and rang, no answer.  So I tried my Dad's cell phone, which he answered right as I pulled into my garage.  I could tell in his voice something was seriously wrong.  He said "I have really bad news.  Trevor was killed on his bike....."  I know he kept talking, but all I could do was scream.  I remember sobbing and saying "what about Scott" {Trevor's twin brother, also serving a mission in Tucson}.  I remember trying to get into the house, but the door from the garage to the house was locked.  Bryan heard me and came running to open the door.  I don't really remember a lot about the next few minutes, but I somehow managed to tell Bryan what happened, and I do remember telling my dad that I was coming over and that I loved him.
Until that moment, I had never felt true despair.  That is the only word that I think can describe what the feeling is.  I felt like the ground below me was completely destroyed, and I had no idea what to do.
I couldn't stop freaking out, and it felt like an eternity before we could get a hold of someone to come and watch our kids so that Bryan & I could go to my parents' house together.  Thank goodness for Shara & Darrell, who dropped everything at 10:00 pm to rush right over.
When I got to the house, my dad had just finished telling Scott.  I'm glad I wasn't there to hear all of that conversation.  My older brother, Davis, and my sister, McKell were there.  My younger brother, Andy, had gone to Provo to pick up my other brother, Jeff.
The next 3 hours were filled with crying, hugging, and so many questions.  My parents decided to have Trevor be a donor, and I am so proud of them for that.  My dad had to answer a lot of questions from the hospital, and I know it was so hard for him to do right at that moment.  We had no idea when they would be able to send him home, so we weren't sure what to do.
Scott decided to come home {he was supposed to come home Dec 17 anyway} - thank goodness for that.  All my family wanted was to have Scott come home and be with us.  Being Trevor's twin, we knew it would be hardest on him, and we wanted him here with us.  We wanted the rest of our family to be together.
Andy got home with Jeff, there were more tears and hugs.  Scott talked to each of us and we tried to console eachother.  We finally tore ourselves away around 2:00 am.
Wednesday:
Awoke to Scott calling me around 7:00 to let me know he was coming home that evening.  Right after I got off the phone with him, we got a phone call from a news reporter.  I don't even know how they found our number.  We had no comment.  I then checked KSL on my phone, and the first thing that came up was a close up picture of the car that hit my brother and his companion, and the despair came again.  I have a completely new perspective on the media after this.  Nobody should have to see a picture of the car that killed their loved one when that car is missing half a windshield and is covered in blood.
Started making phone calls to get our temple recommends renewed.....we had accidentally let them expire, which I will never do again.  We really felt we all needed to go to temple together as a family.
The texts, phone calls, and FB messages started pouring in.  We were constantly checking the news websites, because they were getting information faster than we were.  We still didn't have much information at all, which was incredibly frustrating.
Around 2:00, went to my parents' house to help get Scott's room ready for him to come home that night.  My parents' phone was ringing off the hook - some calls coming from family, some from the Mission President and Church officials, some from the hospital where Trevor was to ask more questions about organ/tissue donation.  We had no idea when we would get him back, no idea when we could start to plan things.  I was going insane - I just wanted something to do.  So I did the dishes at my mom's house and tried to clean until it was time to leave and meet with the member of our bishopric and Stake President to get our recommends renewed. 
Then off to the airport to pick up Scott.  We tried to make it as "normal" of a missionary homecoming as possible - balloons, banner, and all.  But I'm sure everyone at the airport thought it was the weirdest welcome home ever.  Lots of tears, and most were obviously not the happy kind.  We were so happy, though, to have Scott home, to have our family all together. 
Thursday:
Met at the funeral home at 10:00 with my family to start planning.  My parents decided they wanted the viewing Tuesday night, and the funeral Wednesday.  We still didn't have a set time or even day when we would have Trevor back, so we were just trying to play it safe.  While we were looking at caskets, we were told it would have to be a closed casket service.  It was devastating news to all of us.  I had thought that would be a possibility, given how he died, but to hear it was really difficult.
After making the arrangements, we had lunch and then drove to my grandma's house in Alpine to be with her for a while and to choose a burial plot.  After leaving there, I came home to spend the evening with my kids & Bryan.  After hearing it was going to be a closed casket, I realized we would want a big picture of Trevor for the viewing.  My mom wasn't sure if Inkley's {where they had his mission pics taken} still had the digital images, so I called and luckily they did.
Friday:
My parents were informed Thursday night by Church officials that we needed to move the funeral to Monday because Elder Nelson wanted to be there and speak.  So absolute craziness began.  Every deadline was moved up by 2 days, so we went to work.  I never knew how much planning went into a funeral.  First thing in the morning, we all sat down & I typed out the obituary because it needed to be submitted that afternoon.  Then, my sister, sister-in-laws, and I all went to get Trevor's mission pictures and others we wanted for the viewing printed off.  The photographer that had taken the pictures didn't do a great job, and they were kind of blurry.  The sweet man I had talked to the night before had spent hours sharpening and retouching the pictures.  The end result was perfect.  It took us a while to get things all situated and decide what we wanted to print out - it felt like we were there forever.  We then raced back to double check the obituary and get it submitted with one of his mission pictures.  I just kept thinking to myself "Am I really doing this?  Am I really typing out an obituary for my brother?  How is this happening??".  By then, we had heard that his body would be back here by that evening, and we decided to go to the temple that night.  Even though there was so much to be done, that was our priority, and it was incredible.  We all had such a spiritual experience, and it was a little comforting knowing that as we were there, his body was arriving here.
After the temple, we went to dinner, and then I dropped Bryan off at home and I went back to my parents' house to finish picking pictures and music for the video we would be showing at the viewing.
Saturday:
We dropped the kids off first thing in the morning at a friend's house and went to pick up the prints for the viewing and drop off the stuff for the video at the mortuary.  While we were out, my sister called to tell me Trevor's stuff had arrived from Texas, and everyone was coming over to go through it.  His mission president's wife was also at the house.  What a wonderful lady Sister Trainor is.  She cleared up a lot of the confusion we had, and talked about what a great missionary he was.  Trevor's emails were always short & sweet, and we haven't seen him in 2 years, so it was so great to hear about some of his experiences and what kind of missionary he was.
We all kind of decided to take Saturday night "off" from the craziness and spend some time with our own families.
Sunday:
My plan was to sneak into Sacrament meeting a few minutes late by myself, sit quietly in the back, and try to take a moment to decide what I was going to talk about at the funeral.  It didn't quite turn out that way, so I left part way into the first speaker.
We had talked to the funeral director {who is also my little brother's father-in-law} and he said it would be OK for just our family to see Trevor if we wanted to.  He wanted us to come to the mortuary so that we would see him in the best lighting possible, and also to be able to watch the video in private.  It was difficult, but there's some sort of closure that came for me to see his body.  I think it's because it was so apparent that there was no spirit left inside.
We then headed home to grab a quick bite before heading over to the church for the viewing. 
Setting up for the viewing was very emotional.  My brothers and sister were in charge of the stuff we were displaying, and it turned out awesome.  Putting everything out on tables like that just made it more real to me, and it was really difficult.
The viewing was supposed to go from 6:00-8:00.  We knew it would go a lot later than planned, but I don't think we were quite prepared for the amount of people that came through.  By 5:40 we started having people come through because the line was wrapped around the church.  Hundreds of people stood in line for hours to pay their respects, it was very humbling.  At one point, all of us siblings went out and tried to pull the people out of line that were there just for us to try and alleviate some of the wait for the people who wanted to see my parents.  The last people finally came through around 10:30.  By the end of it, we were all exhausted.
Monday:
Monday, Monday, Monday.  It was strange, because we knew that after that day it was over.  No more preparing, no more news stories, no more stressing about pictures and talks.  We met for a family prayer at 9:30 and then another viewing started at 10:00.  I'm still amazed at the amount of people that came out to show us their love and support.  Elder Russell M. Nelson came into the room to meet all of us.  What an amazing spirit an apostle brings.  He asked all of our names and talked to us for a few minutes before he went to get seated.  We then had a family prayer and headed into the chapel.  It was so overwhelming to see all of those people.  I think one news report I saw said something like 600 people where there.  Unreal.
We all spoke, and I think we all did a wonderful job talking about Trevor, the role he played in each of our lives, the kind of young man he was.  We all talked about different things, but we also all talked about the Atonement and how we know we will see Trevor again.  My dad read the last sentence out of Trevor's journal that he wrote 2 days before he died: "I love being a missionary!"
We heard some wonderful, comforting words from Elder Nelson, then about 50 missionaries that had served in the Texas McAllen Mission got up and sang Called to Serve in English and Spanish.  It was so amazingly powerful.
After the closing prayer, the pallbearers took Trevor out to the hearse.  It was strange to see a line of camera crews across the street.  Luckily, they never approached or bothered any of us.  But it is so weird to see pictures of my family on the news and see quotes from our talks in the paper, especially because for us those were very private moments.  But we knew after the funeral we wouldn't have to see or hear from them anymore - yay.  
Trevor was buried in Alpine, close to my grandpa and other relatives.  

I am so grateful for all of the people who let us know they have been praying for our family.  I'm grateful for my neighbors and friends who showed up the day after it happened, tears in their eyes, just to give me a hug and let me know they are here for me.  I'm grateful for every phone call, text, email, FB message, card, and all the flowers.  I'm grateful for our friends who braved the line to come to the viewing and the funeral.  I'm grateful for Bryan's mom & sister who took our kids countless times.
I'm grateful for my family and the knowledge we have of the Gospel.  I don't know how I would have made it through this without the support of my siblings and parents.  We have been together every single day since it happened, helping eachother through it, talking, crying, hugging, reminiscing and laughing.  We have just been there for eachother.
And last, but not least, I am so grateful for my husband.  Bryan has been such a strength to me.  He's been supportive in whatever way I need him to be.  He's been home with the kids if I need him to be, and with me & my family if I need him to be.  If it weren't for him, our house would be {more of} a disaster, our kids would have never been bathed, and I never would've eaten.

It has now been 10 days since my baby brother died.  I had heard from other people who have lost loved ones, that the hardest time is the "after" part.  It is so true.  In the days after he died, up until the funeral, there was so much to do.  We were together as a family all day, every day.  Now, life has to go on.  My kids have school, we have work, laundry needs to be done, the floor needs to be cleaned.  All these things need to be done, but what seems to be my every thought is my brother.
It is such a comfort that he died doing what he loved - he died serving the Lord faithfully.  There is no doubt in my mind where Trevor is right now.  I know he was called home for a purpose, and only the Lord knows what that is.  And I KNOW I will see him again someday if I do my part.  But it doesn't change the fact that I'm sad.  I am so sad.  I miss my brother.
I will miss him for the rest of my life, every single day.  I will miss his sense of humor, that wonderful smile, his hand gestures and his body language.  I will miss California hair, and his love of shoes.  I will miss his aviator sunglasses.  I will miss everything about him.
I know it will get easier.  I'll go to bed one night and realize that I didn't cry at all that day for the first time since it happened.  I will wake up and feel like myself again.  I know this.  But the road that leads to that place, to be honest, sucks. 
I love you, Trevor.
And I will see you again.

Random Memories

For some reason, as I was sitting in my cave of an office and working my entire evening away last night, I had a memory cross through my tired brain.  The girls had just come down, all bathed, with wet curls, to give me a "kiss, big gigantic squeeze, and a hug" before bed time.

I was thinking about how I love this routine, and I'm so glad that even though I work until 8:00 Monday nights {bed time is 7:30 around here....because when you mess around for an hour in your beds before you fall asleep, bed time becomes 7:30}, I still get to kiss those wet lips {do they really have to lick them right before they give you kiss???} and fat cheeks at the end of the night.

And then I remembered Lo's old bed time routine.

Little Bill.

Every single night, for MONTHS when Lo was probably 2/3, we had to watch at least one episode of Little Bill {or sometimes Say Yes to the Dress, or Cake Boss} before she went to bed or took a nap.

I think we have seen every single episode ever made of Little Bill, and I can't say that I miss it one bit, but it's funny to remember how attached she was to that show for a while.  It drove us absolutely crazy!!

But there is one super special thing to me that came from that show.  In one episode, Little Bill and his dad {also named Bill} are walking down the street, and they sing a little song that goes:

"Just the two Bills

Just the two Bills

Not one Bill, not four Bills

It's just the two Bills"

Now, anyone who really knows this family, will know that it's a musical around here.  We sing everything.  Constantly.  My girls have had their names inserted in just about every song ever made {appropriate ones, of course}, and we change the lyrics to whatever we are doing at the moment.  You should try it sometime, it's the best. 

So if me and my girls are snuggling on the couch, Lauren will start randomly singing "Just the 3 girls" to this little tune.  It's our special little song.

Hooray for this little trip down memory lane :)

Family Pics

This fall has been super duper crazy this year, and I wanted to get some quick pictures done.

I've seen some cute stuff from Fotofly from people on Facebook, so I decided we would give it a shot.

And I do have to say, as far as a studio that only gives you 45 minutes, they were pretty excellent.  I thought the price was reasonable, and I'm thrilled with how most of them turned out. 

When we were kids, once every few years we would get all dolled up, bangs curled, lace collars pressed, and we would go to Olan Mills.  We would sit on "chairs" that weren't meant to be seen in front of tan/black cloudy backdrops, and tilt our heads in awkward positions and say cheese.  I was really hoping this wouldn't be the experience here, and it wasn't.  Their backgrounds and furniture are really fun, and way cuter than what I expected.

There was still a bit of the posing and hand placing, and I do definitely prefer a more relaxed, natural, candid session.

And don't worry, Sheryll Lynne, you have not been replaced {how could you be??}.  You'll be hearing from me in the spring when we have more time and Jane is a bit older.

Enjoy!

*PS, I happen to hate just about every single picture that I'm in.  I think that I look like I'm somewhat in pain.  But aren't my girls absolutely BEAUTIFUL???

If you'd like to take a moment and let me know which family one you prefer {floor or couch} that would be great.

Thanks for taking our survey, have a wonderful day.

Halloween Festivities

The older my kids get, the more fun holidays are.

We've spent this Halloween season doing as many fun Halloweeny things as we could fit in to our busy schedules.

We made cookies - complete with sprinkles.  Sprinkles are the very best part of sugar cookies, if you ask Lo.

Check out this face - love it

We carved pumpkins....every time Lo would pull some of the guts out she would get this ultimately disgusted look on her face.  It was hilarious.

After a dinner of mini mummy pizzas {English muffin pizzas with olive "eyes"} and scary bone breadsticks, we got all dolled up for trick-or-treating {I even dressed up this year.....I was a pretty sweet cowgirl.  The girls thought I was the coolest for actually dressing up}.

Jane stood up and gave a little twirl to show off her adorable skirt.  She's pretty amazing, I know.

I could barely get these 2 to sit still and focus long enough to get their pics taken.  They were both so excited to get out and get some candy!

Me?  Not so much.  Bryan was convinced that I wanted to take the girls out this year - even though I think I told him half a dozen times that I didn't want to. 

And actually, I had a splendid time.  The weather was beautiful, and watching the kids run up to the doors was priceless.  Lauren knows what's up - she runs up to the door, gets her candy, says a sweet "thank you" and runs back down.  Mya has a different approach.  Get up to the door, say trick or treat, thoroughly inspect the candy given to her, and chit chat with the person about her costume, candy, their decorations....whatever crosses her mind.  I was constantly either yelling at her to come back or having to go and physically remove her myself.  It kind of made for a long night.

But I love our neighborhood.  The streets are lined with kids {almost like when we were little}, everyone has their porch lights on, and we get to bump into lots of our friends.  And we were so close to getting rid of all of our candy {3 MASSIVE bags}.

After we got back, Mya camped out at the front door and waited for kids.  She would open the door, say hi, introduce me or Bryan, and if they tried to talk to her, she would just smile and politely close the door in their face.  It's business, people, there's no time for mindless chatter.

We had a super fun time this year, but I'm exhausted and I need to rest and save my strength for Christmas :)

Witches, Witches, WITCHES!

This last week, we got together at Garnder Village with our good friends, the Olsens, for a little witch hunting.

We each have 3 girls and they are all pretty much the exact same ages, so it's always fun {and slightly crazy} to get the kids together.

We started off with a little game of ring around the roses....

Makayla & Lauren imitating the kissy face of the witch behind them.  Silly girls.

Posing in front of the funny frogs

They just had to have a picture on the big red bench!

Discussing how to do criss cross apple sauce

Mya did what she does best.....wandered

The weather was beautiful, the babies slept pretty much the whole time, we ended the afternoon with a messy pumpkin sugar cookie, and we all had a fabulous time.

I love October!!

Thanks again, Jennie, Makayla, Annie, and Ella for joining us!

Conference Sunday

We aways get together with my family on Conference Sunday, so this year we decided to have them all up to the cabin.

I didn't have my camera, but luckily Holly did and got some sweet pics of the kids that day.

I love this picture so much!

Holly sent me a billion pics of Jane smiling her little fool head off - so adorable!

The girlies - all the kids played down in the trees {and the sticker bushes} the whole time and had an absolute blast.  They even caught a snake.  Yuck.

I love this picture - she was really giving that candle blow out everything she had!

We all had a great time, and hopefully we can do it again next year!